Random thoughts

Was pondering on how television(media) always has shows stereotyping guys as bastards who either break their promises and cheat on their girlfriends/wives with other women. Are we really like that? Are we guys really so fickle? It really makes one wonder. It could be true to a certain extent...with some real-life issues surfacing with concrete proof of guys being assholes and be the ones that end the relationship. Is it considered a fling, a wild attempt at finding love or a process where we find out who we really are with the opposite gender and what we really want/ look out for in our desired mate. Survival of the fittest?

Hmm, another point of wonder is that why do we always look at the negative aspect of life. Sure, we have ups and downs in life...and we get thrown all sorts of shit. But then again, to every flipside has an upside. Without the downs, will we ever cherish the ups? We usually never cherish what we have till its gone, taking people and stuff for granted. Of course, some people might argue that looking on the bright side all the time would mean that one is gullible, easily trusting and a fool that can be suckered or cuckolded. Rather, it's the lesser of the two evils, "giving is better than receiving" as a joy on the face of another brings about joy within yourself. Although we may not solve all our problems or other people's problem. It brings about comfort and relief and lightens the severity of the situation. It brings about hope of a better tomorrow. Should we have faith and not doubt? To doubt is but easy. To have faith is hard. Many a times, we waver in our beliefs and succumb to pressure. It's hard...yes....there are temptations and easier short cuts that people usually take. Yet, if we can persevere and go through it, we will come out stronger, tougher and more mature.

Really hope that I can overcome any obstacle with the help of GOD and my friends. Yes, this world is really quite messed up...but lets make the most of it while we are still here. Let us be overcomers of this world rather than followers. :)

:S ho-hum

I need to clear my mind...of such things. And focus on other stuff. :D

Need to set my priorities straight...

Need to control my emotions more...

Need to smile more...

Need to spend more time in God's word...

Need to obey parents more...

Need to listen to more GODLY music...

Not easy to do so...but i must try... :)

Random Thoughts :S

So many choices…so little time

The fear of failure sinks in sublime

Different faces, different personalities…

Sticking to new ways or formalities

But yet, I’m attracted to every single one of them

It’s indeed quite hard to be a man

My heart feels sore and charged from such beauty

Yet it knows that a choice is in order

Why does my heart flutter so willingly at every sight

When it should be cautious and not take flight

I can’t fathom the feeling

And yet time is ticking

I hear a song, and emotions swell up

I hope and yearn, but the thought blows up

I’m at a lost of words and forget it I ought

But yet my heart hurts at these silly thoughts

I try to suppress it but it keeps surfacing

I must turn to God and start confessing

The smile…O’ the smile

The little things that they do…

Just make me feel like a fool

Someone please tell me what to do

Before my mind splits into two

I look at others and wonder

When will it be true for me too

Hope I’ll figure it out

Even if it takes a very long route

(Random penning of thoughts)…on 6/7/08

:)